Yesterday afternoon, I pulled out my daughter's baby scrapbook and flipped through it twice.

Could we do this again? Would I be a better parent this time around? Or would it be the same as it was with DD...Mommy is always stressed out and she has no patience for those who need her the most. How does anyone purposely make the decision to go through it more than once???

God, please help me see the right path. Point me in the right direction.

I wish my husband had a uterus, then this would be a no-brainer.